The Ideal Brain Tonic

Well I just wrote an entire super long blog, and it got all messed up and deleted.
I'm frustrated.
Last night I didn't go to sleep until 3am, because I watched The Bucket List with Matthew. I honestly cried, alot. It kind of just made me think of my Grandpa and it was really depressing.
Today was alright. I woke up earlier than usual, before 11. Got dressed, wrapped Jade's present, and went to her house to help her take down the lights off of her killer Christmas Tree. It was fun. She loved the jacket that I went through far too much trouble to get for her! Then we went on a lunch date! We got grilled cheeses OBV. Mashed potatoes FTW!
I did entirely too much thinking and contemplating today. For no apparent reason. I attempted to change things and make them better, but was just dissappointed. FRIENDS LEAVE PEOPLE CHANGE AND LIFE DOESN'T STOP FOR ANYONE, whatever.
After lunch Jade & I went to pick up Cary from work and did some mall browsing. Unsuccessful. We did however come across super cute outfits in Foxy Lady -_-
Then we took a brief, yet funfilled trip to A.C Moore and Moddell's.

I then took a nice, long, peaceful, hour and a half drive down to my Grandpa's for dinner alone. It was absolutely worth it though, dinner was delicious. Salmon croquets and spaghetti. Then for dessert, for some reason I thought it'd be okay to eat pears. So I got to suffer from an unpleasant allergic reaction. I don't know what I was thinking, but they really were good :(

When I got home, Jade made like three different sets of plans with me that all failed. So Cary and Gabby picked me up and we went on an ADVENTURE. It was fucking COOL. At first at least lol. We tresspassed onto private property onto someone's yard and jumped on their huge trampoline. It may have been the most intensely fun ten minutes of my entire life. So thrilling, so exillerating, so BADASSSSSSSS! What punks. Then we failed at going to Todt Hill, failed at going bowling, failed at going to the porn shop, and failed at getting good stuff from Dunkin Donuts. Gabby thinks she got a free coffee though. FREE STUFF FROM GAS STATION DAY, I got free gas on my way home from Jersey! Not even free, I GOT PAID to get gas. Jersey people are retarded, but I felt pretty cool.

Well now I'm home, and bored, but can't wait to get up SUPER early tomorrow and go to the Central Park Zoo and the Museum of Natural History with Jade & Family tomorrow!! SO PUMPED!!!!! Then meeting up with friends for some shopping hopefully.

Goodnight.