The Right Bulb

The last week and a half has been so eventful that I haven't even had a chance to update.
My birthday weekend was INCREDIBLE.
Trotta's surprise party was INCREDIBLE.
Failing English is INCREDIBLE.

Really, this last week has been all about,




Spendin' some real quality time with muh boo ^
That's about all.
Snackin' on some sourdough nibblers now, had a lovely day!
Panera bread with Alex & Ben, park with Kristina, Jade & Andrew, got in lots of trouble for cutting school.
Can't wait to get a 46 in English...
GOOODNIGHT!

In Celebration Of Turning 18

- I ate at a circus.
- I played scratchoffs.
- I walked on a Boardwalk.
- I watched the process of glassmaking.
- I went to an absurdly awesome concert.
- I got kicked out of an absurdly awesome concert.
- I was nearly arrested.
- I nearly peed myself.
- I survived.
- I'm laughing about it.
- Oh and I fell deeply & madly in love.
- I'm 18.

Limo party tomorrow that 3 of my best friends can't come to.
Hopefully it will be fun, and no bad times will be had.
I'm intoxicated, and I have to wake up early.
I brilliantly decided I should sleep in my clothes for school tomorrow....
SOUNDS GOOD!

I'M 18!

St. Patty's Day

St. Patty's Day was,





DRUNK

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY.
hello 18.

a lifeache

could most probably be described as a constant feeling of aggravation that haunts your mind day and night. i have such a lifeache. it often comes in the form of a headache, but its rooted from LIFE. LIFE IS RIDICULOUS. my life is ridiculous. im sitting here in art pondering about my existence. not in a, i should die way, but in a, what is my purpse way. why am i even here? both in existence and in my art class. i cant seem to put my finger on the reason for my existence other than, because my mom got pregnant. im not particularly special or living for something. im basically living to take up space. idont contribute much, i dont care about much, and i dont accomplishbmuch. other than to my few friendsand family i dont even matter very much. it is nearing 1130 and my day has already topped its normal ridiculousness its absurd. i thought my birthday coming up would bring great thiings with it but so far its only brought misery. misery sure does love company so i guess i should keep to myself for a little while. i have a headache i wish ididnt miss 7th pd so much so i could just go home and pop some tylenols. this sucks. OH WOE IS ME -_-

I got a birthday card and $50 cash today from my boss.
It was a very generous.

I'm going to have an awesome birthday.
Less than Jake on my birthday with Kristina and Trotta
Limo Party on Friday with my girls
Dinner Party with family and friends

oh, 18.


My body is weird today.... =\
makes me nervous.


SHOWATIME

My Future.

THIS IS MY FUTURE:

Our multimedia world is hungry for content. Today’s broadcast designers are involved in all aspects of electronic design for the broadcast, broadband, commercial and multimedia world. Ringling students learn how to design and animate effective time-based communications for a variety of delivery mediums such as television, the web, and mobile devices. Students use 2D, 3D, and experimental animation to create compelling and innovative visuals for broadcast design, commercials, short-form video, corporate presentations, and multimedia projects. They utilize netcast, podcast and hyperdistribute media using iTunes, BitTorrent and the web. Seniors will create TV broadcasts and corporate presentations that demonstrate their skills in the major areas of broadcast design, including promotions, show programming and commercial.


So maybe I'll be making Disney movies someday, maybe I'll be doing something cooler.
I have a really great opportunity here, and I'm gladly accepting it.
My life is changed now, and I'm using this opportunity, to become a different, better, person. With my upcoming "big 18", comes lots of changes. I've decided that, simple, easy to please, caring, "nice" Sam is dumb. Being really nice and sweet is not all its cracked up to be. In fact, it's a stupid way to be, nobody actually appreciates it and you're always being taken advantage of. With this new year of my life, comes a new me. One that will be way more fun, outgoing, and laid back. Maybe even mean. Well not so much "mean" but I will definitely be standing my ground.

I'm looking forward to this, "new me" shall we say, and I'm thrilled that I actually have things to look forward to.
- My birthday
- My limo party
- My birthday dinner
- Receiving $ that will hopefully bring me out of this irresponsible teen debt I've landed myself in
- Spring Break
- Prom (not prom itself, but getting to wear my dress)
- Wildwood if I can find someone to go with
- UNIVERSAL WITH MY BEST FRIEND<3
- Cancuun with my family
- Supposed summer road trip(s) with Kristina
- A new life in Florida.

I really hope everything goes well. I honestly feel I deserve this.
I can't wait for the weekend already. School sucks.

VZ VERSA

im starting to really like this phone. i can do EVERYTHING on it its more convenient than my ipod. i even have need for speed on here . im never going to sleep ill be exploring my phone all niiight

Slight Positivity

This week seems to be turning around for me.

- I got accepted into college
- I recieved a tax return of $212
- I got a new phone, that I may or may not hate
- I didn't go to school
- I've made a few new friends
- I've settled my mind
- I got to spend the day with Brianna

I look forward to being a little less worried and a little bit more laid back.
Lets see what we can do here!

I GOT INTO COLLEGE!

SUNNY, HOT, BEAUTIFUL, HAPPY, FLORIDA, HERE I COME!

I'm not going to get to major in animation, but I can either do video game design or this new thing called Motion Deisgn which is SIMILAR to animation but its like a combination of animation & graphic design. It sounds really cool I'm going to look into it.

They say based on my portfolio I would be best at designing video games.
ITS STILL FUCKING COOOL.

My life has been kind of unfortunate lately so it is a great relief and pleasure to of gotten into the school of my dreams. Gives me some sort of hope.

WOOOHOOO!

Trash

This weekend was a drunken disaster.
Friday was all over the place. Between my successful trip to the aquarium and my car getting towed, I don't know how to sum it up. I had an unbelievable amount of fun at Michele's party but it then ended up being THE absolute most embarrassing night of my entire life. I wish I didn't remember it.
Saturday I actually had fun at Brianna's, but I think I was the only one.
& today? well today just keeps getting better and better...

I hope I get into that school in Florida. I want a new life..

Until then, spending time with these people will have to do:

Remind Me Again

Why am I alive?

Oh yeah, BECAUSE I'M GOING TO THE AQUARIUM WITH KRISTINA TOMORROW
HALLAH!
I'm a child.

I had a rather shitty day.
I did however, get to watch a lady struggle to fit her dollar in a quarter machine.
LOL oh boy, Staten Island!

I had a lovely, healthy lunch with Kristina today.
Egg white omelette and english muffin <3
SUM BANANAZ for dinna.
My dress is beautiful I have to look nice and thin in it :D


0H CURRENT EVENTS<3
I hate homework. THATS WHY I'M ONLY GOING TO MATH TOMORROW :)
Good plan. SO EXCITED.

OH BOY

I'm proud that I can sit here and get a good laugh out of the lousy day I had. Literally, EVERYTHING went wrong. And somehow, I'm amused.

I woke up only to realize my water bottle had emptied out inside my bag, soaking everything.
I then decided to leave my binder in my locker to avoid explaining that I forgot to do my math homework. Except when I went back to retrieve it, the lockerroom was closed for the rest of the day due to construction?
I begged. I got nowhere. So I get to my art class only to arrive late to a pop movie test? And guess what, I had missed the first 10 minutes while begging for my binder.
Awesome.
I did terrible on my economics test, and only left school to find myself more aggravation and frustration.

It's all good BECAUSE
I GOT TO SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME WITH ERICA <3
Boy do I love and miss that girl. I intend to make that happen more often.

But to continue THIS DAY, I got to smash my forehead into a shelf at work and my eyes are itching out of their sockets from the beginning of allergy season.

I HATE SPRING.


ALL I NEED IN THIS LIFE OF SIN, IS ME & MY GIRLFRIEND

DOWN TO RIDE TILL THE VERY END, JUST ME & MY GIRLFRIEND
ME AND MY GIRLFRIEND

Happiness

SUM REAL A$$ SMILEZ v

its good to be happy.
Wish I was more often!



Decent day:
Ihop
Laughs
EZPasses & Gas
Kaitlin <3
THE OC :)

I'm set.

Oh How I Wish

This ongoing headache would let up for just, I don't know, ONE DAY.

Today's snow day was boring as hell.
I've been watching the OC since 3pm.


Now writing about Tottenville's cafeteria....

FML.

Its Going To Be Better When We Slow Down

yeah so, I had sushi for the first time this weekend with Brianna, Rob & Brian.

-____________-


FAIL. Incidentally, avocado is a fruit.
& I just so happen to be allergic to fruit.
SO MUCH FUN. :(



This was in my cousins top drawer:


It was really nice to know he kept this in his top drawer, it made me feel kind of special and less guilty about not getting to tell him I loved him. He still loved me.



SNOW=NO SCHOOL TOMORROW
<3


P.S- Hi Alex Glukhov :)