Swine And Dine

I am overly content, honestly.
I am downloading music for my ipod that Billy "can't" contribute to.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS WEEKEND ALREADY!

please please please please please please please please please please don't let me catch and die from swine flu.
because that would really happen to me.

my mother better be cancelling cancun 09'.... -____-


oh some man at my store gave me $5 today.
random act of kindness, I like.

fuuuuuuuuuccckkkkk.

i hope i wake up in a puddle of BLOOD.
-___________-
i cant sleep.

i love you man.
dude von dudenstein
tico broje
bro nameth
city slickhuuhh
JOBEN!


fuck -__-

this is fact not fiction

well, wow.

the time is currently 11:25pm.
it is POURING, and i am watching it out of my bedroom window, listening to Death Cab and just pondering.
i'm scared.
i havent really felt like this in a while. i am actually happy, and im scared of losing it. things have been super chaotic but so far, smooth sailing. these last few days have been really nice and im so relieved. seeing lily allen last night was incredible.
today consisted of,
school.
egg white omelette.
evan almighty.
white rain.
sum hoopz.
spaghetti & meatballs by "crazy cathy billy the faggots mom".
chatz.
now some relaxing.

nobody seems to be very thrilled with me these days, but quite honestly i dont care. i am always so concerned with satisfying everyone around me, and its just not for me anymore. im doing what i want to do, for ME, and ill do it happily. I did the right thing.


if theres noone beside you when your soul embarks, then i'll follow you into the dark.
oh death cab i wish you were coming back to ny :(

oyy

i cant believe ive become so lazy. Lazy enough to stop writing in my blog, something i actually enjoy doing. its the middle of spring break and my life is on the move of dramatic change. so much has happened in these past 2 weeks, its a bit overwhelming, but nothing i cant handle obv. ive been trying to fix some things, i think im making some major achievements with them. im having a really enjoyable vacation so far and have gone through some big changes. i really hope things work out well for the next few months, i think its about time things did. i have to say things are really turning around for me and i hope they continue to. its 3 something in the am and i just got in from nicoles party bus thang. it was the best italian food i ever ate. DELISH. it was too late and a tuesday so there was nothing to do but drive around after dinner. it was a little frustrating. here i am now laying on briannas couch in boxers and a tshirt, comfy but bored and very much awake, while meaghan and bri read magazines. my tipsyness is wearing off but i still wont be able to sleep tnt. i can never sleep after drinking. it sucks -_- okay well thats all really, peace.

Cute Asians.

I must say, things have really turned around for me completely over the last week and a half. I had truthfully been very negative about the near future, but its not turning out to be so bad after all. School becomes less and less desirable with each passing day, and my english grade is in jeopardy. It scares yet amazes me that I am completely incapable of staying in school for a full day of my pathetic "schedule". If I stay until 7th, odds are I missed my 2nd period. There is something wrong with me. I have been living in a complete state of exhaustion. I am going to run myself down if I keep this up. I had a rather lovely day which involved kohls, the spot<3, pizza, nintendo64, and tictactoe. I am beyond thankful that tomorrow is the last day of school before my 11 day vacation. Much fun will be had over the next week and a half<3 I am really looking forward to it. It is 11:30 and I must shower and sleep before my body completely fails on me.
I'M OUT!

imagine this:
a Franchie in a black shiny jacket, holding a fruit punch, saying, "I'm oozin' ze cheeziez Madame!"

Fruit Punch Is Taking Over The World

Well things seem to be on the "up & up".
I had a rather lovely afternoon, and intend to have another one tomorrow!
My habbits with school are getting really bad. I am getting so lazy it is absurd. I know it's "okay" for right now, but I'm getting to used to it. I'm getting a little nervous that it will affect my ability to succeed in college next year, I'll be so used to being a lazy blob. I'm really excited about my school for next year. My housing situation sounds amazing.
"This is a state-of-the-art facility designed especially for creative people, not generic college students. The ground floor contains the Fishbowl (lounge/recreation area), a large multi-use space for activities and events, residence life offices, and the mailroom. Most of the 228 beds are "suite double" style housing - a large double bedroom that shares a bathroom with the adjoining room. Each room is equipped with loftable beds, drawing/drafting tables with chairs, and chests of drawers. This building also houses project rooms for creating large-scale artwork on each floor, and is secured by electronic access control systems allowing access to only the residents of each floor/wing." SOUNDS GOOD!

idk, I'm really looking forward to school being over so I can enjoy myself this summer and just get on with my life.
I've already begun.


Oh yeah, and fruit punch is taking over the world.