so ive been spending a lot more time in my room lately than usual. i never realized how much i actually enjoy relaxing in it.

my knees are really badly bruised, and its most uncomfortable :( hindering this relaxation a little seeing as though everytime i curl up on my bed i twitch in pain. (thanks william.)

ive been really moody lately. cant tell if its because of my recent family wars or im just getting fed up from a lot of shit. ive actually gotten lazy to a point where i cant be bothered with making an effort to talk to anyone i dont see on a day to day basis. not for any reason, it simply does not cross my mind to do so.

gas is getting too expensive for my liking and i have too many expenses coming up. im not driving anyone anymore.

prom is nearing, and im not looking forward to it. i literally do not want to go at all.

and im getting fat, fuck.

i have successfully pulled off the greatest maneuver of all time, that i will forever feel triumphant over.

i'm actually really happy, and although nothing extravagant has been going on, everything is swell and i have 0 complaints.

so now i will drink the rest of my fruit punch and get some shut eye!

hopefully if all goes well i will get to have a temporary laptop from billy along with the gift of a wireless adapter from corey by friday, so i can finally enjoy the pleasure and comfort of having a computer in bed with me. yaaaay<3

peace.