I feel so mad and annoyed at everyone.
I spent the day stereotyping and trashing people from school in my head, and I've basically come to the conclusion that I hate minorites, a lot.
I also hate fat obnoxious people and it bothers me so much that people who are stupid, fat and obnoxious, most of the time, will NEVER IN THEIR LIFE think that they are stupid, fat and obnoxious. Maybe they'll realize fat, but they will always think highly of themselves and never come to terms with reality and realize exactly what they are. And that makes me so mad.
I really didn't even have such a terrible day. In school I was annoyed but once I got out the day started to get better. I went with Nat & Alex for some photos by the boats, got to spend a lot of quality time with Alyssa, which made me really happy, and then I went to work. I didn't even mind being at work. I repriced boxes and I got to complete my WonderWord word search puzzle in the newspaper, (a new hobby I've taken up during work-time). I enjoy it a lot for some reason. I acutally conversed with my boss and didn't leave biting my tongue.
But now, I'm home, and in my mood again. I'm so aggravated and I can't even pin-point what is setting me off. But everyone is making me mad and I think the best thing for me to do is to go to sleep, in my room, that I took the time to clean yesterday, for what turned out to be no apparent reason.
I'm miserable today.
Maybe seeing Erica tomorrow will put a smile on my face.
Just to cheer me up,
lolz like 2 years ago.
Oh Nick.
Listening to A Lack Of Color. So soothing.
DeathCabForCutie<3
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