Well New Years was pretty cool. I don't feel like writing about it all right now but I will later. Right now I'm still in Jersey waiting to go out for dinner. I'm not feeling so hot right now. I just sang on Rock Band for 4 hours so my throat really hurts and I'm being a worry wart. It's not fun.
2008 sucked until about the summer. I wasted almost the whole year being depressed and dwelling. But over the summer I was taught not to be like that anymore I guess and I let myself change. After July, 2008 didn't suck too much anymore but I ended this year with a scary issue.. I really hope it is okay but to be completely honest I'm terrified. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that its not what I think. I'm not sure how to think and I'm really upset. I'm going to Nat's later, hopefully I can stop thinking about it and tomorrow I will have to officially take care of this problem. Hopefully it's nothing and things will happen as planned...
if not, suicide might sound like a good idea.
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